THANKIEW MISHY T_T

Thanks mishy for staying up till 6am to do this for me :(
I love chiu dip dip T_T

This my new profile pic :D

A bad dream = NIGHTMARE!

First, before blogging abt my nightmare
I HAVE JUST BOUGHT 20GB SPACE TO BLOG IN BLOGGER! yay!
:D

It's 5 bucks per year! thanks Jave for helping me use his credit card to purchase! ^^


Now to my dream...
I had a bad nightmare :(

i was dreaming abt myself driving on the road..


it was so much fun!
and i remembered in the dream, a friend was sitting with me
but i won't mention the name who is it lol

then i was abt to make a right turn
suddenly! my friend pulled the steering wheel!!!!!


den my whole car sweerve!


and suay suay..
knock a on-coming car
POLICE CAR!


GG liao lo!
HUAT AR!


i started panicking
and my friend tell me, aiya nvm one la..
then told me drive off..
so i drove off..

on the high way
suddenly i realised the police car behind me chasing me
but idk why my friend not in the car le!


in a rush
i quickly hop off the car while letting the car drive by itself
and leave it to crash


then idk why i arrive to a place
where there's walls
and in between got bushes and leaves o.o

so i tried hiding and don't let them find me!
the policemen couldn't find me at all as it was dark at night!


but blardy hell one policewoman brought a police dog along -.-
i was so scared
and i was tinking, OMG I GOT DRIVING TEST IN FEW MTHS LATER
i can't afford to be charged at court!


but nth can stop a dog frm smelling :(
and the dog caught me
and i was charged :(
couldn't take my test!


and suddenly i woke up
and took many deep breath!

realised it was a dream
-.-
couldn't sleep plus got headache
so here i am blogging 3 hrs later
which means i woke up ard 6+am -.-

morning pple (yawns)

Classical Piano Pieces

Nice piece played by this person
F. Chopin - Fantasie-Impromptu in C# minor, Op. 66



and My 3 exam pieces i need to master
All these i search from youtube de, not played by me.
I have yet to master lol.

Sonata in F minor, Kp69 - Domenico Scarlatti



the other 2 pieces i'll go find later..


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meeting mishy tmr :D
but waiting for tako's reply before we meet up to do the blogskin
excitedddddddd!

thanks mishy! :D


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I so much wanted to blog smthing that is interesting for pple to read
but just that it's very tiring as i'm working
and plus, i really really want a digi cam that has slr effect
a good digi cam so that i can blog

hais.

tmr going out with mishy
i'll take more pictures!

Just sign up to win a prada wallet now!

I just signed it up since it's convenient.
Sign up if you want (:

ahhh!

I know i didn't have time to blog
sian.

and kinda lacking a camera
counting on my phone is not enuff

anyway, just bought from google a 20GB SPACE FOR UPLOADING PHOTOS at 5 BUCKS PER YEAR!

so i can blog more photos.
and also, mish is on the process of helping me create a brand new blogskin
PLUS!
i nid a good camera to take pics of myself as i maybe incorporating my pics
on the blog banner!

and mish suggest changing this blog to charbearbear-archives.blogspot.com
and create another charbearbear.blogspot.com
:D

so wait! :D

Suddenly..I just felt very emotional.
Alot things have gone through my mind. and I've been viewing many people's blog, they blogging about their life. Simple. Yet, it brings out what they want to say about their life. Looking back at me, I felt that, should I just convert it to my personal blog where I can rant out here? And not blog things that people may like to read.

I just can't seems to fall asleep. Many things have gone through my mind and I can't seems to comprehend what is right and wrong in my decisions. Why when I think this way, the outcome always oppose me. Why. Sometimes, I hope that someone would be with me, stay with me through the night, staying together and just share the quiet moments. taking our hearts out, and sharing wees and woes with each other. I always thought that love was something that makes you give uncontrollably, makes you want to yearn for someone to care. Yes. It is. But, will it last? that is another thing. Why can't fate just fulfil my small little wish for love. Or, am i fated not to have one. Am i? or am i not?

Don't be mistaken, I not saying that me and him just quarrelled. we did not. and i swear. Just that, I'm just wondering, will we last. will we be stronger together. or will we be succumb easily by not meeting due to work. Anyway i just want to thank him for showing me what is love.


p.s. who knows of a nice blogskin or can help me make a new one? Cos I want to change as I've been to another stage of my life.

Boobs enhancement ringtone

go watch the video
they say listen to 20 times / day, for 10 days, can increase 2cm.
who wants the ringtone tell me
i can send u
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
x:

I'm going to try.

Sometimes i wished that things were not this way

Bah w/e
Wanted to blog.
But lost the mood.

Bye.

What is the most relieve thing u experience?

Encounter any danger?
Or smthing difficult?
and when u solve it...u *phewww* in sigh of relieve?

Well, this is my situation...


Ever had a ...STOMACH ACHE?




and it became so bad that u nid a SAVIOUR!


well..I experienced that today!
hais!

next situation you'll see urself in is..
trying to get the shit out


the worst part of mine, is CONSTIPATION! -.-

bah w/e.

and you're trying to squeeeeze that piece of chunk out
squeeeeeeezeeeeeeee....eee..ee...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

and when it's finally out...
you'll go *PHEWWW*


and pant and sigh in relieve.

the next thing u know is....








YOUR BUTT IS ON FIRE!

hahahhahahah!

-the end-

FUNNY!

ytd cos i working midnight shift
den hor...got no one at lobby ma

so i was doing a dance movement super junior did in their MV
[P.S. i finish my work le hor]
i was showing yanjun
den suddenly got this ang mo guest walk into the lobby
saw me doing it
and smile

den me and yanjun got a shock
den we keep laughing

then the ang mo guest tell us
IT'S OK haha!
LOLS!

damn super ultra paiseh
imagine me freezing in my movement
LOL!

off to work le!